Soooooooo tired.


I am back from Genting few days ago! Not going to update about it yet because I haven't got all my photos compiled! Probably after Friday! Shall just roughly summarized it. 5 days of enjoyment just flew passed like this! That trip is awesome although there were some pissed off moments that B had to calm me down -_-.. Hmms, we were so afraid of getting fat when we got back, and yes, back to reality as well. LOL, our swimming and gym planned failed, but no way, I will still make it happen for sure! We fell asleep not very long after we reached home unpacking some things. For once, we felt that we slept a little too early. That's how tired we were but now, it's time to be serious in the things we have do.

Phew, I suppose to be sleeping now and waking up early, oh well, maybe I should last till morning. Hmms, some random thoughts after yesterday talks. Sometimes things just happened against our will. No matter how hard we try to fight, it doesn't solve anything. Why did we even exist? Who am I living for? Questioning myself again and again, do I even have a choice for this kind of thing? They are like telling me that I do not have a choice. It just sucks to feel this way, the desire, the one, the everything, that feeling which I can't have. I think I typed a little too much, it won't makes sense to many. LOL.

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