Raiki Kazuma

抱一抱 就當作從沒有在一起 好不好 要解釋都已經來不及 算了吧 我付出過甚麼沒關係 我忽略自己 就因為遇見你 沒辦法 好可怕 那個我 不像話 一直奮不顧身 是我太傻 *說不上愛別說謊 就一點喜歡 說不上恨別糾纏 別裝作感嘆 就當作我太麻煩 不停讓自己受傷 我告訴我自己 感情就是這樣 怎麼一不小心太瘋狂 抱一抱 再好好覺悟不能長久 好不好 有虧欠我們都別追究 算了吧 我付出再多都不足夠 我終於得救 我不想再獻醜 沒辦法 不好嗎 大家都 不留下 一直勉強相處 總會累垮 Repeat* 別後悔 就算錯過 在以後 你少不免想起我 還算不錯 當我不在你會不會難過 你夠不夠我這樣灑脫 說不上愛別說謊 就一點喜歡 說不上恨別糾纏 別裝作感嘆 將一切都體諒 將一切都原諒 我嘗試找答案 而答案很簡單 簡單得很遺憾 因為成長 我們逼不得已要習慣 因為成長 我們忽爾間說散就散

“眼神也要抱個夠” 什麽都不用做也是很幸福。 有時候會不會在想，到底得到了什麽才會感覺真正的快樂？我想了。我自己也不知道，可是感覺來了，要躲也躲不過。就像愛情吧？如果愛了，就要爭取。我做決定的那一段時間，思考過，一直安排著，是對是錯是由它人來判斷。可以埋怨我，可以推開我，什麽都可以。可是我會做的事，我還是會去做。有些話，我真的不想說。有時候解釋也是多餘的。可是或許有些快樂並不屬於我的。時間過了，我找到了另一種快樂。很單純的快樂。。我沒想過的快樂。 All kinds of people. People who thinks what they see is what they get. Some thinks that trust is needed somehow. The rest, believes there must be a reason behind, or rather, they try to understand the whole situations. Well, that doesn't matter to me because at least I know what I'm doing. Although the rest is up to others to decide. Hmms, there are so many challenges in life. There are people who talks using their eyes. It works like magic actually. Because of that, it helps me through my ups and downs or even in dangers and probably situations. I'm thankful because the message I sent across indirectly, most of the times are not being misunderstood. Thus, it works well enough to get me through. It's a risk, but it is in inevitable. These ...

Very meaningful song. Those who have been there for me probably know why. However, no doubt about the part "When we broke up, 你的朋友一定拍手説好" Been through those times, never failed to know how much some people are happy for the person that ended the relationship with me. I've got loads of haters, in a way. How do I get it? By the words of mouth, talking about what had happened. Naturally, people started to take their sides. That's what friends are for. It is rare that people actually gives fair comments as what they hear is what they get.  Nevertheless, I am fortunate, no matter how much I hate it at times. At least I believe I am. I went to hunt back all my blogs at other sites. Rather shocked that I was able to type down all those. Probably those posts are the ones some of you want to read the most as it is clearer than what I have been posting. In fact, if you really read by your heart, I believe, it isn't that tough to feel me. If not, maybe you just don...

一定要这样吗？就只能这样吗？看起来，我真的太天真了。 我想，就这样到此为止了。还可以期望什么？

Randomly listened to this song, which I did mentioned before somewhere. Sometimes this song speaks one's mind. It speaks mine once before. I remember the times when I was questioning myself, again and again! I am falling for you? Serious? Am I? I think I am falling for you.... Hmms, hiding my feelings and wait till I know you better. Just that, I am not really scared to hear what will be the answer, things like that. Wait, this doesn't mean that I don't feel anything when I hear it, but I just choose to face it, I mean, do I really have a choice? Hahaha. However, don't some of you feel this way at times? When there is someone already there for the one you fall for even if they are not together, you just feel like backing off a little. Not because it's not worth for you to step closer, just that you have to feel like you are standing further away than what you actually thought you are. Probably just disappointment. Well, that's okay. Not to hide feeli...

I found this song again ~ ! Time is flying fast as usual. It's a start of a new month yesterday. A lot of mixed feelings during the day. Hmms, soon, it is going to be the start of assignments.Term 2 has just started, new module to attend. Yawns! I lost my touch and feel to update more now. woops buhbye.

I got the chance, but you are already doing great in life.

Lyric is awesome.

 Sometimes timing really matter a lot. Timing matters. Sometimes when you enter into one's life at the wrong timing, things would be really different. Just like when you cross the road at the very wrong timing, next moment, your life would end. Sometimes things happened at the wrong timing, everything would be just so screwed. Well, shit happens! 1 month makes a difference, 1 week makes a difference, 1 day makes a differeces, 1 hour, 1 minute or even just 1 second, make a difference..1 second can change a thinking, 1 minute, can change a decision, 1 day can change a person, 1 week can change the situations, 1 month can change the whole thing. There are times when you want something/someone, but the timing just changes the whole thing..then again, those would still be part of your life.