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There are times in life when there is this sudden fear that rush through making us think if we did make a right decision. I guessed there's no right or wrong decision? No freaking idea but I still wonder if I did make a right decision. It can change my whole life, good or bad, no one knows. Life moves on, really. I feel that in my life, things are really changing too fast, even myself and it is kind of scary at times. People come and go pretty fast. Even wonder why do they even enter into my life, what's the point and seriously, are they even worth for some things that I will do for them? Some people just don't deserve it. Probably they are just not meant to stay in my life. Well, at least I did what I wanted to do when they were still in my life. No regrets, even for people who hurt me pretty badly, people who find stupid excuses just to avoid all these, people who just left for stupid reasons. Some of them are awesome in their own ways. Memories running through my ...
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Study day x_x

wahhs ~ ! Yesterday brother's friend [Daniel] came during midnight to stay overnight till early morning. I didn't manage to see him as I'm in the room .. lazy to greet him =x ! hahas .. he was gone when i'm awake. Around 9am, went 0ut to temple near the BB Driving center to pray my auntie. Hmms .. 10am supposed to have tuition but i pushed it back a little later.. and Jacyln pushed the time much more late around 10.50am. My br0ther & I went home first.. realized that there's smoke ~ ! ._. .. I'm like d0ts.. i opened the do0r .. wh0le house .. SMOKEY lohhs .. can't really see and the gas is darn poisonous. d0ts . I went int0 the kitchen, realized that both fire on the st0ve are still on . My m0ther co0ked something . oh great. Br0ther & I opened all wind0ws .. on all the fans & refresher while I called my m0ther and asked her t0 come back . Instead 0f clearing all this mess, she blamed us f0r n0t checking f0r the fires . Is like , come on lahhs .....
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Change.

Do you know, if you continue the way you are, things will just repeat. I gave in, I gave a way down for you to talk things out, you threw that away, you avoided, you just do as you like. It's like you have chosen your pride over me. Is your pride more important than anything else, more than what who you want to keep in your life, more than things that could actually be yours? I am never that straight forward about certain things, but this time round, you've gone too much, took me too much for granted. Some know that no matter how angry I am, how pissed off I am with you, I can always forgive you again and again. Want me to be there, want me to say certain things, travel or even do a single things, are like so rare. Fuck yes, no obligations for the things I done for you, but fuck, you got it all. Well, I have done the things that I want to do. You let it go. You think that as time pass by we will still be same but you didn't realize how serious it is this time round. Time ...
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