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There are times in life when there is this sudden fear that rush through making us think if we did make a right decision. I guessed there's no right or wrong decision? No freaking idea but I still wonder if I did make a right decision. It can change my whole life, good or bad, no one knows. Life moves on, really. I feel that in my life, things are really changing too fast, even myself and it is kind of scary at times.

People come and go pretty fast. Even wonder why do they even enter into my life, what's the point and seriously, are they even worth for some things that I will do for them? Some people just don't deserve it. Probably they are just not meant to stay in my life. Well, at least I did what I wanted to do when they were still in my life. No regrets, even for people who hurt me pretty badly, people who find stupid excuses just to avoid all these, people who just left for stupid reasons. Some of them are awesome in their own ways.

Memories running through my mind. ALWAYS. Yes, and now same thing happened in the middle of the night. Perhaps the reason why I don't regret is because I hurt others pretty badly, gave stupid excuses and reasons once before. You can say it's karma, however, I believe those happened for a reason. I wouldn't have done all those things if some things didn't happened. Just like some of them, they will not give me some stupid excuse for nothing. Somehow there's still this small beliefs that there's a reason behind why.

I don't know what's the point of this post once again. I don't even know if it makes sense. I am a soon-to-be graduated diploma student. Time flies! 3 years. How did I even survive traveling down to-and-fro from home to Bugis and back home. Okay, not all the time back home, but you know, travel?! Countless time when I had no motivation in my studies at all. I bet many feel that all the time huh? I carried a nonchalant attitude with me most of the times. The reason why I don't get involve in so many things. Well, I live.

I do not know where the hell did I get so energetic but i am still going to sleep soon maybe like one hour later? Freaking knee, please get better, it sucks to see you this way sometimes, just sometimes, in exchange, I got free massage. =D Nightynights!

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