What Keeps Everything Going In Life?


Just when I thought that well, probably I shall just live the way it is even if it sucks to the max.. things just like to turn the another way round. Just when I thought that everything might be going down and pulling me down, killing me softly and slowly, guess what? Instead of that, it keeps me going and climbing up higher. Perhaps I'm just lucky. Meeting people who manage to leave such an impact in my life and push me further. Life is freaking really just like that huh? It refuses to let you fall totally, gave you hope and decided to just crash you down another time. Probably I just got too much hope, to the extent that hope might just be another sign of crashing down. 

 What's worth? Who's worth? Just don't freaking waste my time. Time is real money and that's what it is to me now. Everyone knows, I really don't care who you are to me as well. Give me a real good reason for me to give up my time and I will. I do believe, everything does have a reason behind. Busy, real busy these few months. Well and I know people are trying to drag me out and things like that which does give me a chance to have a breather. 

 Oh, not forgetting, people who helped me through. Taking initiatives in helping and all. Gratitude towards some of you, except that I really don't know how to express just yet. Eventually I will... just not now.

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