This tiny city and people who looks tiny

Keppel Road
Everywhere in Singapore you go to, all you see is.. BUILDINGS.. yes this poor tiny little city is getting so crowded and so packed. Fine city. Fine. Good thing is, there are times whereby you can go almost anywhere or everywhere just to clear your thoughts and worry LESS about safety. Ah but you could really see all kinds of people around. Not just personality, but the cultures. A place where you know, yes you cannot please everyone in this world, so just be happy on your own expectations. 

 When it comes to relationship once again, according to my 'database' as discussed with my fellow nonsensical people around me whom I actually bother.. we do despise some kind people. I am so going to rant because is in my mind now There's nothing wrong with my relationship. Don't misunderstand but just some people... darn you.

 Like hey, everyone makes mistake, some people hurt and got hurt in a relationship before. Whichever or for whatever reason why a relationship ended, even if it ended, the least one could do is give your blessing if you are matured enough. Ah but I do understand the different 'perspectives' of every humans. I came to all these conclusion not at instant but after all these years.

 You don't selfishly tie down one person in your life with all your bullshit reasons just to save your freaking ego or integrity. You are not happy does not mean others do not have the right to be happy. If you cannot give that happiness, it means that you do not have the rights to stop someone else from finding their own happiness. Most people deserves to be happy and have their own happiness. Especially if is someone who had spent their time with you because is you, won't you just feel a tad happy for what they have now? Darn I do, especially when they are so compatible and loving!

 Perhaps, that's also why I wouldn't regret ending some relationships but hey doesn't mean I regretted having those relationships. I definitely don't and when I say don't, it really doesn't matter how some are going to judge! There was a reason why we all started out once before so how does being judge concerned to me. Moreover, it ended for a reason too, we can't always take up that space selfishly. Maybe something bad about me at time is, I let go too easily, I pushed people away in my own way. Then again as usual, I believe some ladies really deserves to be love. If I cannot fulfilled it, why not let the others be the one?

 Darnnn I guess to some people, when it comes to love you just selfishly love but is for your own sake and if is LOVE, there are times whereby that 'selfishly in love' have to give in a little for your love one's happiness. 

 OKAY, MMOB. =-=

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