Recall, Flashbacks and Continue

Once again I am clearing off my laptop things and my room stuffs. Hahah reading back to things that I found and all. Somehow I wished I was more straightforward and asked how you felt. More of telling you how I felt to have you to pull me through. Finally I understand what was the history repeating itself which you were talking about. There is no wrong or right choices now, just that as us, human, we often wonder what if we made another choices? Then again, I listened all the songs we share together. Youtube songs and all your rants you had. All these wonderful memories. I was a coward because of our different level of status and background. I backed off. That's the only reason why. Thanks for being part of my life before. =D


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