Change.
Do you know, if you continue the way you are, things will just repeat. I gave in, I gave a way down for you to talk things out, you threw that away, you avoided, you just do as you like. It's like you have chosen your pride over me. Is your pride more important than anything else, more than what who you want to keep in your life, more than things that could actually be yours? I am never that straight forward about certain things, but this time round, you've gone too much, took me too much for granted.
Some know that no matter how angry I am, how pissed off I am with you, I can always forgive you again and again. Want me to be there, want me to say certain things, travel or even do a single things, are like so rare. Fuck yes, no obligations for the things I done for you, but fuck, you got it all. Well, I have done the things that I want to do. You let it go. You think that as time pass by we will still be same but you didn't realize how serious it is this time round. Time will not solve this unless you really want to face it and fix it. Seriously, I always trust you, and I just can't fucking believe that these is the same way you want to handle things like how you handle the rest of your friends.
I don't give a fuck if you just another person in my life. If you really decided to be just another person in my life, well, then I won't give a fuck about it anymore. Don't say that you are not worth for a fight, don't say that you are not worth because people let go of you too easily. Don't say that I don't understand. Ask yourself and answer yourself truthfully, stop giving me excuses.
I won't be that another person who will be saying that I am fucking all at fault, stuffs like this or let you 'win' in a way. Just because you mean a lot to my darn life, I rather be the one that is not being treated by you this way when things happen like how you treat others.
Some know that no matter how angry I am, how pissed off I am with you, I can always forgive you again and again. Want me to be there, want me to say certain things, travel or even do a single things, are like so rare. Fuck yes, no obligations for the things I done for you, but fuck, you got it all. Well, I have done the things that I want to do. You let it go. You think that as time pass by we will still be same but you didn't realize how serious it is this time round. Time will not solve this unless you really want to face it and fix it. Seriously, I always trust you, and I just can't fucking believe that these is the same way you want to handle things like how you handle the rest of your friends.
I don't give a fuck if you just another person in my life. If you really decided to be just another person in my life, well, then I won't give a fuck about it anymore. Don't say that you are not worth for a fight, don't say that you are not worth because people let go of you too easily. Don't say that I don't understand. Ask yourself and answer yourself truthfully, stop giving me excuses.
I won't be that another person who will be saying that I am fucking all at fault, stuffs like this or let you 'win' in a way. Just because you mean a lot to my darn life, I rather be the one that is not being treated by you this way when things happen like how you treat others.
