Chages.


Nope, I didn't abandon this blog. Of course I won't.
I'm just real busy. With just a few things.
Work. Study. Gf. Super-selective friends.

Getting sick of working at this current place but it really does bring me benefits. Well, I've been disappearing now and then. Really cannot imagine continuing. Shucks, as much as I want to find a new job. The incentives kinda managed to get me tied down. Not the management. Duh.

Study, haaha, I can only say I'm stupid. Well but I'll hold on and still kill myself this way by taking loads of modules. This is the only way to graduate faster and it is going to be worth it. 

I foresee what questions or drama I will get when words spread and when people found out I have a gf. Well, I can understand but seriously, can't be bothered to explain to most of you - every single thing. Seriously, every single thing. Of course, except for my precious few super-selective friends. I got a lot of whys question. Yes why why why. The thing is, people who ask why, don't you already have an answer in mind since you those who ask why are those who already know the 'basic' me. Those who said they can't be bothered, why even bother asking at first? That is fucking stupid to say that when you didn't manage to get an answer from me.

Oh i'm sleepy -_-

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